My cross

I hope you find someone that makes you very happy. I hope you find something real and full filling with someone that blows you away and sweeps you off your feet. When you do I will be jealous as hell and you know that. This is my cross to bear. A heavy one at that. I know I don't deserve to be treated this way but I cant change the past. I can forgive but I cant forget. I will look back sadly on but I will never regret the times we shared.