Thursday, May 8, 2008

Oh Friends

It is soo good to have friends. Real friends, people you can go to no matter what mistakes you have made or trials life has handed you. They are like ropes to help lift yourself up and put yourself back on your feet. This is especially so when one of the ropes you have been grasping for so long turns out to be smoke.

I fell so hard and blamed myself all along. They were not all my problems that caused us to fail. People don't really change without alot of work and self disciple. You proved that to me what 3,4,5 who knows how many times. So ask yourself when you do to him (who ever he maybe) what you did to me how will he take it? Is it really worth it?

I would like to one day in the future be your friend. I am not your boyfriend and I dont have to put up with your shit anymore, and I wont. All I asked for was an apology for some harsh uncalled for words and you refuse even that. I feel so very sorry for you.

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